End of Year 2008 : Confessions of A Teenage Girl

Today is the 31st of December, which is the last day of year 2008. I want to say a few things right here, including some ''thank-yous'' to those who've helped me and gave me guidance and some confessions about the misdemeanour I've done throughout in these 2 years of teenage life.

I want to say thanks my classmates, especially to Jenny, who is always helpful and caring, to King Mei, for helping me under some circumstances, and to Eleen and Shing Yen, who teaches me how to cut a wooden plane. Next, I want to thank Zhe Lin for helping me in my jobs in English Society, Shi Yun for helping me paste papers and Wai Yuen for lending me her scissors. To Wenni for hiding my liquid paper when there is a spot check. (Don't tell Yiew Kah Yee and Chua Pei Di!) To Ting Hui for her cool jokes and Catherine for always laughing and Wen Ching and Rui Qi for talking to me. Thanks to Xing Ron, Huimin, Zi Xian, Yen Ling and Diong Min for being my classmates.

I want to thank Hao Jie for always carrying his duties out excellently, Chuan Ming for his guidance in Maths, Boon Ming for telling me which Hong Kong Drama is hot at the moment, Wei Zhen for being our leader in Star NIE competition, Hee Woi for burning discs for the English Society and printing scores for me, Kah Yee for being extra responsible as the leader of the prefect society, Ming Yong for borrowing exercise books, Kenny for helping me taking books over to the monitor, Chian Voon for helping my friend in Maths, Yuan Zhang for his funny run(giggles), Wei Luen for his cute apple-like face, Boon Keong for always dozing off, and Moses, Seng Kai, Pei Ern, Jing Yi for being in the same class with me.

Aiyah, I missed Shaw Chuan! Alright, thanks to Shaw Chuan for his funny appearance when he is nervous. Please don't take this as an insult. You really make everyone relax their tensions once in a while in a good way.

And now for the confessions...

Ma, I'm sorry for not doing my household chores and Pa, sorry I didn't get you a birthday card nor a Father's Day Card and same for Ma. Zheng, I'm sorry for...nothing?(In my memory, you're the one always bullying me!) Hui, sorry to scold you to be realistic for dreaming to marry a rich guy when you grow up. (Why, it's possible) And to my dearest baby Jie, sorry for pinching your ever-so-chubby face everyday!

I want to say sorry to Lau Kah Heng (last year's prefect society secretary) for neglecting my jobs. I'm sorry to bluff you that I've no computer at home. I have one, but my printer doesn't work. Anyway, I feel guilty for deceiving you. Sorry...
King Mei, I'm sorry that I slip out one of your secrets without any intentions(accidentally).But now whatever you tell me, it will be deleted the next second, so you can tell me whatever you like.

Kah Yee, I'm sorry that I always skipped my posts last year and not obeying your instructions and kept on reading my books when the exams were near. Sorry...

Jolene, sorry for always making you play two songs every Monday for assembly. I promise I will learn and memorize Komuniti Berilmu ASAP.

Hao Jie, I'm sorry for always being late when handing my homework up and making you wait for me. I won't do that again unless I'm really desperate next time.

Heng Jet, I'm sorry for calling you a loner and always forgetting what's your name.

Hah...I can't remember anyone else...

P/S : Please tell me if I ever get/got on your nerves!

So long...

Bye!

Agnes Monica - Matahariku

Tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hatiku
Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Ku harus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

(Chorus 1)
Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

(Chorus 2)
Dengarlah matahariku, suara tangisanku
Ku bersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu

My Dream Car

Porsche 911 Turbo Cabriolet



53 kW (480 hp) at 6.000 rpm0-100 km/h in 4.0 s
maximum speed of 310 km/h

It's Raining

It's raining, it's pouring...A day without sunshine.

The rain comes down from the sky, followed by thunders and lightnings. The sky is dark, dark and dark...

I'm sitting in front of my out-of-date, nearly-dead laptop, reading book reviews. Right now I feel myself small and insignificant compared to the big, big world.

Boredom fills up my mind and soul. Isn't there a chance for me to travel the world?Maybe I'll go for student exchange next year if I have the chance, and skip my PMR.

My dear friends, I miss you all. Especially my girl-friends. And my primary ex-girl-classmates and best buddies...

If I'm wealthy, I'll go sit in a cafeteria and order a mug of coffee and pretend to drink it and ask someone to capture my photo. I like being sentimental sometimes...and do some stupid things.

I don't like to write a lot about myself, and so I'll take the opportunity to express my apologies to anyone who has been hurt by my mean words. I know that I have been an obnoxious girl all the time. So, please forgive my curtness and try to forget any remarks from me that has sliced your heart or hurt you.

Bye...

A Recollection of Class 2K

As all of you, I mean 2K students, have known, our life in form 2 has been an exciting part on this journey of life. Now, I'm going to write about our classmates in 2K.

For the girls, the first person I'm going to share about is King Mei. She hates being called King Mei, despite the fact that she IS King Mei. She prefers Rachel. She is kind and helpful. Always puts a smile on her face. A happy one. She always tells me her troubles and everything else because I made a promise that's I'll never tell what she told me to a third person. But I guess that's not vital, since I tend to forget what she told me. But sometimes I slip out something without intention.

The next one is Ting Hui, who is quite tall. She dislikes to mention about her height, but I feel that it's a perfect height. (I wanted to grow until 172cm , although I may never get any taller.) She's always telling me that her Sudoku skills are at an advanced level. (I don't know if that's really true. XD)

Catherine, I don't know what to say about her except that she's one of the Snow Whites in our class. She likes cats. (She has a pair of cat sandals!) She's a bookworm, and is socially inept, just like me!

Yen Ling, a girl with cute freckles and braces. She smiles frequently. She never complaints about her job and is a good helper. Diong Min is a boss-like girl who COMMANDS and SHOUTS. The perfect person for being a boss. She likes to be complimented. She always seal her lips and smile broadly.

Wai Yuen...Oh no! She's coming! She has super-power hands and likes to laugh hysterically. She is short and plump, I mean the cute type, but never admits other girls are taller than her. Always gets enraged when she heard someone commenting behind her back.

Wen Ching is kind and helpful, her words never offend anyone. Rui Qi smiles, but I always sense a bit of gloom and sadness when she's quiet. She told me twice that Kah Yee seems to be lonely sitting all by himself at the back. I think that's quite true but I made no futher comments about this. Eleen is a nice girl, who is always smiling too. She's the "grandmother" in their clan, so I guess she's highly respected. She's Jenny's best girl-friend ever.

Zi Xian talks like a princess, thinks like a princess, and acts like a princess! She always talks about all those girls' stuff and wishes to find a husband who's perfect in all ways. (Well, this is every girl's dream, right?) She likes branded clothes and accessories, just like me. (But I've one thing to say: I've no money to buy any!)

Jenny. She's always in a euphoric mood. Her smile is always making others smile as well. She is the leader, the big sister in our class and tend to be very caring and extremely helpful. I was always touched by her unselfish acts and since then, I want to help others, but most of the times, I just can't open my mouth to offer to help anyone, I myself don't know exactly why. But behind her cheerful facade, she hides her sadness and still tries to convince us that she's just fine. I hope she can keep on to be a happy-go-lucky person and bring happiness to others.

As for the boys, I don't really know much about them, since I rarely speak to them at school. Let's start with Hao Jie. He's a very dedicated monitor and is very responsible. Nicknamed Doraemon by Rachel. He's helpful and warm-hearted. His best friend is Chuan Ming, and his biggest foe is Chuan Ming, too. Exam results are the only albatross between them.

Chuan Ming is a boy with alabaster skin, so white that I'm going to call him "Snow White" ever since. He is very anxious about his studies and is very selfish in the sense that others might be a cut above him. He dislikes teaching others and will only teach you if you plead. He has a luck face and I think he's going to be quite lucky in the future.

Ling is the so-called Negro in our class, and he really runs very fast. When he entered class 1K last year, I thought he was a weirdo. (I'm really sorry to say that. XD) But later on, I found out that he's not so bad as I once thought. He's very helpful and never ask for anything in return. Once, I asked for his help and wanted to pay him back, but he never accepted. Well, in my opinion, he should have taken the money, because it's a sign of gratitude.

Ooi, the big-fella in 2K. He is self-indulgent. He's gifted in drawing, and is proud of his ability. He's born with a silver spoon in his mouth, and I think that's the problem. His speech seems to hurt others a lot sometimes. (not me, because even though I know he's criticizing me, I don't even bother to speak to him)

Keith, the plump, apple-faced boy. He's harsh in his speaking manner, but he's kind in his heart. He's likes being complimented, like Diong Min. His best friend is Boon Keong and he's always bullied by those sitting at the back.

Boon Keong is the twin of Boon Ming, but they don't alike at all and their personalities differ at great lengths, very obviously. Boon Keong is the one who's always dozed off when Puan Punis is teaching. He hates Kah Yee, for some reason. Boon Ming is a tv-freak who loves Hong Kong movies and hates actress Zhong Jia Xin. He's quite good in his studies and never had an enemy.

Jing Yi is the one with a large birth-mark on his chin. Apart than that, he's quite handsome. He likes Wai Yuen and never miss a chance to ogle her. He used to be good in his academics when he's in primary school, but now he's slipping. XD

Kah Yee is the head boy, and is very responsible and does his jobs painstakingly. A solitary guy. Heng Jet who sits just beside him is a loner, too. He seldom talks and walks with one hand pointing downwards and another swaying to and fro.

There are many other friends in this class, so many that I can't write every single one of you. I'm sorry for this, but I hope all of you will enjoy reading this post. As for those written above, please forgive me if there are any of my comments which offended you. Thank you! =)

Last and not least, I wish the best for all of you, for now and in the future!

Bye and enjoy your holidays!~*

Twilight

Vampire-human love story... The only thing I like about this movie is the protagonists are well-looking. But I still want to watch this movie! I have a crush on Edward! OMG!

Edward Cullen, the handsome vamp...



Bella Swan, the girl whose mind Edward can't read...




Both of them together at prom...



The pdf version of the books. You can download it here:

Twilight



New Moon



Eclipse



Breaking Dawn



And the Twilight MP3 (Original Soundtrack)
Twilight OST


I'm not that obsessed about these Twilight books anymore. After reading the first novel, I think it's not really that good as I once thought. I think most teenage girls go crazy for this book mainly because of the cool, handsome, rich and immortal Edward. The female protagonist Bella doesn't seem that interesting. She's plain, stuborn, a loner, quite good in academics, and the only special thing is her scent. Well, I'm not going to be exuberant, as I ain't a vampire. LOL! Now, I'm just interested in the music scores and the MP3. But the original music book costs about $14.95 and I'm not going to buy it unless I'm becoming really rich.

James Bond Cars

See...My aunt, Sew Lan presented me with a set of James Bond Limited Edition Cars! Cool, eh?



Aston Martin DBS




Aston Martin DB5




BMW 23 Roadster




Sunbeam Alpine 5




Lotus Esprit


This is the complete collection, 5 cars altogether. My aunt bought it for RM 27.

雨

一阵寒风飕飕地吹过，把树叶吹得瑟瑟作响。这时的天是灰暗的，几乎没有一丝温暖的光线。天上的云朵好像一大片被染得灰黑色的棉花。暗淡无光的天空中时而闪过一道光，强烈而刺眼。这道雪亮的闪电化过长空，像一柄利剑划开了天幕。

我走在回家的路上，感觉到格外寒冷。那无情的风将寒气一吹，吹到我的骨椎里，叫我直打哆嗦。我把嘴里的热气吹到手掌心里，并不断地摩擦双手。身上的大衣被冷风吹得鼓了起来，缠绕这颈项的丝巾的末端亦飘了起来。我伸手，将大衣拉得紧紧的，只恐体内剩下的那一丝温暖也会被风吹得消失。

虽然我很想找个歇脚处小憩一会儿，但是想到一场雷雨即将来临，我只有继续向前迈进。真没想到，隆隆的雷声以及那粗犷的风竟成了我的推动力！

走了大约五分钟，我终于到家了。我兴奋地推开大门，喊了声：“妈…”，然后步入客厅。就在这时候，“轰隆隆”的一阵巨响，豆大的雨点“啪啪”的砸了下来，在耳边“哗”地闹成一片。这时，雷也在响，电也在闪，但我被眼前的景象迷住了，顾不得去捂住耳朵。

我赞叹上苍的力量，因为他创造了这狂暴、豪迈、无羁、气势磅礴的雨。虽然它摧残了花草树木，但同时，它也滋润了大地，把雨水毫无私心地献给地球上的每个生物。

I'm Wishing for A Pocket Mirror

Christmas' coming...I wish Santa gives me an exquisite pocket mirror from Anne-Julie's as a present!





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信任

人与人之间最为坚固的桥梁乃信任也。信任能够拉近两人之间那遥不可及的距离，消灭人们内心那难以跨越的鸿沟。然而，信心难道有那么容易建立吗？非也，非也。对某个人的信任是在经过漫长的日子，慢慢培养出来的。

当别人把东西借给你时，就表示他相信你能保管好它，并在一段时间后能够归还于自己。若你借了别人的东西之后，就像“青春小鸟”一样 “一去不还”，那么别人对你的信任指数也就会下降，甚至完全消失。因此，借了别人的东西，就应该尽快归还；而不是将它占为己有。这种做法是非常要不得的。

还东西时，应该亲自送还，而不是让别人追着你嚷一千遍 “该还我了吧！”，然后还得上门儿去讨回。这样，以后还有谁敢让你借东西啊！

所以，为了保持别人对你的信任，你应该做好答应了别人的事，履行自己的诺言，并能将借来的东西尽快、亲自归还。所谓：“有借有还，再借不难”嘛！

无题

不知为了什么，近日心情就像跌入万丈深渊般，特别郁闷。想说出来，却不晓得该从哪里开始。我伫立在阳台，仰望着那无边无际的苍穹。它并不是湛蓝色的，而是灰蒙蒙的一片，就如我现在的心情一样。

阵阵冷风迎面而来，将我的头发吹得很凌乱。它轻抚我的脸颊，将阵阵寒意吹入心里。羸弱的我不禁打了个寒战，赶快用双手将外套裹得更紧。

须臾，绵绵细雨从天而降。虽然它没有暴风雨的磅礴气势，但它是那么的惹人怜爱。凄美中略夹着一丝丝悒郁和忧愁，让人心醉却又使人叹息。

细细、小小的雨点犹如千万个银针，不快不缓地掉落在这片土地上，牺牲自己以滋润大地。天和地之间的爱恨情愁都不能轻易地解释，更甭说要解释得一清二楚、淋漓尽致了。它们之间的恩恩怨怨只能靠雨来倾诉、靠雨来化解。

我瞅见远处一片氤氲的，为这场毛毛雨增添一份美感，使它更为迷人。这妖娆可爱的雨，若一直这么的下，那该多好啊！那么，它就能唤回被骄阳烤得快要喘不过气来的树木、花朵和小草继续活下去的意志。

下雨，一直都是我最喜欢的时候。我甚爱观赏雨景，不知原因在哪儿，就是喜欢它。有人曾经说过：爱，是没有原因的。我想，我爱雨天亦是如此。没有任何特别的理由，爱，就是爱。

然而，今日，站在阳台上的我，望着那霏霏细雨，不禁悲从中来。雨水仿佛化成了一把钥匙，开启我心中那个美丽细致的盒子，将装在里头一切的一切都释放出来。你，可能有所不知，我心里的那个盒子里，装的并非幸福与快乐，而是悲哀与痛苦。那是我为了掩饰自己所承受的痛而精心打造的“潘多拉”。我将所有的不愉快装在这个盒子里，并不断地安慰自己；好让别人时时刻刻看到我灿烂的笑容，而不是被泪水洗过的脸庞。

而今天的我，只是流泪，没有哭。

Hand Sketching

Please rate from 1 to 10. Thanks!

My Cunning-Looking-Face Brother

Says he: Hihihi...I'm gonna spoil your plan!

诗篇

白居易 《长恨歌》 :
天长地久有时尽，
此恨绵绵无绝期。

纳兰性德 《蝶恋花·出塞》 :
一往情深深几许？
深山夕照深秋雨。

感动的感觉

我有时候会想自己是否是一个感性的人。慧云这么说我。那天病了，阿妈带我去看医生，我还记得那天考华文作文。之后回到外婆家，昏昏地睡了一觉。一觉醒来，阿妈用摩多车载我到学校去。搂着她的腰，我感觉到她的小肚腩。忽然， 我感到莫名的感动。我好想哭。大概是因为阿妈很少照顾到我， 所以一被关心就很感动。原来被感动是一种五味掺杂的滋味。

为了生下我们四个儿女，阿妈可谓吃尽了苦头。我依稀记得阿妈要生阿汇的时候，脐带不知怎么地卷着阿汇的颈项。然而阿妈还是冒着生命的危险把她生下了。

我诚心感谢上天庇佑，让她安全地生下阿汇。

我感性？我不觉得。你呢？

Spot Soalan Sejarah

1. Persekutuan- Gabungan beberapa buah negeri di bawah satu unit pentadbiran

Pentadbiran kerajaan Persekutuan dibahagikan kepada dua, iaitu
I Kerajaan Pusat
II Kerajaan negeri


2. Carcosa dibina pada tahun 1898

Apakah fungsi bangunan di atas?
Kediaman Residen NNMB

3. Meadowe Frost & H.E. Duke

Apakah persamaan tokoh di atas?
Penasihat British

4. Apakah tindakan Meadowe Frost bagi mengukuhkan kuasanya?
Memperkenalkan beberapa buah jabatan baru

5. Apakah faktor penubuhan NNMB?
i Faktor keselamatan
ii Krisis kewangan Pahang
iii Perkongsian perkhidmatan pakar
iv Sistem perhubungan

6. Apakah peristiwa yang menimbulkan perasaan tidak puas hati penduduk Kelantan?
Penyerahan wilayah Tabal kepada Siam

7. Negeri manakah yang memberikan konsesi tanah kepada Duff Development Company?
Kelantan

8. Siapakah Ketua Jabatan Pendidikan Johor yang pertama?
Dato' Muhammad Ibrahim Munsyi

9. Apakah dokumen yang membenarkan pelaksanaan Sistem Kangcu?
Surat Sungai

10. Manakah jawatan yang disandang oleh Dato' Muhammad Salleh bin Perang?
i Pesuruhjaya Polis
ii Ketua Jabatan Ukur
iii Ketua Jabatan Tanah

Bab 1-3 #

Robinson Crusoe Theme

Themes:

Courage and determination is vital to achieve success in life. As in the story, Crusoe's courage is shown when he leaves home to pursue his dreams of becoming a sailor against his parents wishes. When he is stranded alone on a deserted island, he is determined to overcome the obstacles faced on the island to make life comfortable for himself.

Importance of hard work is the second theme in this story. After overcoming his despair, he fetches tools, and other supplies from the ship before it breaks apart and sinks. He proceeds to build a fenced-in habitation near a cave which he excavates himself.

Loyalty and friendship is found between Crusoe and Friday. Crusoe saves Friday from being slaughtered in a cannibalistic ritual. Since then, Friday becomes a loyal friend of Crusoe. Friday possesses undying gratitude and loyalty towards Crusoe.

生病的无奈

我病了。严重地病了。不能怎样，只能苦等，等它走。一把眼泪，一把鼻涕，再加上一卷卫生纸，形容了我的病有多严重。彻夜未眠的感觉有多折磨，你知道吗？一躺下去，就不能呼吸。我无力也无奈。我那苍白、憔悴的脸庞把我自己吓了一跳！希望我赶快好起来！

骨痛热症篇

大妹和小弟因证实患骨痛热症而住院，终日吊着N/Saline和 Sodium Chloride 的液体。两手都被针孔插穿了， 针大概有一寸长，每四个小时都得抽一次血，想必是很痛的吧！阿弟抽血时一直哭，一边哭一边喊，听得我心都痛！阿峥虽然抽血时没有哭，但她还是在“白衣天使”离开后默默落泪。连续两个晚上，她都央求我在医院陪她。我很不想，因为整个病房都是骨痛热症病患，我的状况非常危险。然而，我还是留下了。在那里，我只能睡在懒椅上，缩着双脚，因为放脚的那个东西早已脱落。失眠的一夜再加上蚊子的骚扰，我简直是累得没话说；又害怕被蚊子叮咬，下一个受害者就是自己 (大家一定都很清楚，我是个怕痛的人，看到血就差一些就晕倒了)。阿弟今天出院了，本来高高兴兴的，岂知，一回到家就想妈妈了（妈妈在医院陪妹妹），坐在椅子上嚎啕大哭。真是个典型的小傻瓜！

2008年云南作文 《变味的善良》

我们总站在富足的地方悯惜贫穷，总躺在安全的地方怒斥邪恶，总在五十步笑百步后呼唤远离冷漠，总在血痕淡去后才忙着计算生命的价值。
　　于是，我们俯身怜悯的姿态伤害了别人的自尊。
　　每次灾难过后，都有太多的人争先领养孤儿，当这片热潮过去，又有太多的孤儿陷入苦难。据心理学家分析，领养孤儿要考虑自己的经济状况，家庭氛围要同孩子原先家庭相似，教育方式、家长性格都要与孤儿相适宜。但是，太多的人仅凭自己一腔热血。热心却唤回了家庭的分裂，孩子们再次面临家园破碎的痛苦，伤害再次打击无辜孩子柔软的心灵。善良由甜蜜变为苦涩。
　　我们用沸腾的热血烫伤了他人的肉体。
　　2008年奥运会是我们中国人的奥运，举国欢庆，气氛火热，圣火传递，同一世界，同一梦想。但是，不和谐的色彩也玷污了奥运火红的火炬、绿色的橄榄枝。据报道，8岁孩童用55天时间完成抵京“马拉松式”赛跑；10岁孩子捆绑双臂在激流中前行；8岁女孩在父亲陪同下步行3000多千米到达首都北京……这些行为引起中国甚至世界媒体的关注，其中不乏外国媒体以此对中国奥运的诋毁。不实评论需全力抵制，但也不可否认，这是“畸形奥运热”。我们举办一个理性的奥运，就需要理性的行为作支撑。热情由火热的激情变为疯狂。
　　我们在用热血烫伤他人肉体时，也烫伤他人的心灵。
　　2008年5月21日的汶川大地震，我们以最迅速最团结的行动援救了太多的生命，我们赢得了世界的尊重。无数的闪光灯聚焦四川，闪烁着无数动人感人的故事，但也刺伤了灾区人们的瞳眸。
　　被成功救援的孩子本是幸运的，但有记者为了采访一遍一遍唤起他们沉痛的回忆，孩子失声痛哭，大人也泣不成声；有热心的志愿者无救灾意识，却前往灾区，虽一颗炽热之心却给灾区添乱。不正确的救援动作，不完善的服务行为，不合理的安慰帮助，给灾区人民“二次伤害”。善良由本意的抚慰变成了利剑。
　　中华民族是坚毅、热心、善良的民族。当我们挺过洪水、挺过非典，挺过不法分子对祖国的分裂和对奥运的亵渎，我们也必将挺过惨烈的汶川大地震，成功地举办奥运。但我们需要更多的思索和行动，站在别人的角度，理性全面地看待问题。
　　“爱人之心”深入我们的血液，永葆善良甜蜜，为善良保鲜，让它不褪色，不变质，不变味。


[点评]：
　　沉稳，冷静，不凡的见解，入情入理的分析。读《变味的善良》，能使我们理性而理智地看待和处理某些事情，让爱心真正落到实处，让善举不会伤害别人的自尊，不会烫伤别人的肉体和心灵。

幽话语·谎言

又到了落叶的季节， 我孑然一身坐在早已枯了的枫树下。风轻轻地吹着我浓密乌黑的长发，让我感到无比地凉快。然而，我一直都目无表情的眺望着远方， 因为我对这种凄凉的画面早就司空见惯。我在这个地方，不知已度过了多少个春秋。

望了望，四周白茫茫的浓雾蒙蔽了我的双眼，就像谎言隐瞒了事实一样，让我不知道到底是真是假，是对是错。我青色的连身裙是美丽的，这我知道，但它的亮丽的色彩能耐多久？五年？十年？还是二十年？那些善意的谎言，是为了安慰别人心灵上的创伤而编造的美力的谎言。然而，它有能耐得了多久？五年？十年？还是二十年？当被蒙在鼓里的那个人发现所有美好的一切原来都是虚幻的时候，他会忍受得了吗？

有时候，我们会为了维护所爱的人而特意编造一些善意的谎言，但这一切，终究都不是真实的。说出来吧！爱他就要让他变得更坚强，更勇敢，让他在生活中学习该如何面对问题、解决问题，让他越挫越猛。他日后一定会感谢你把他磨炼成一个能吃苦的人！

Memories

Spring tip-toed to my garden and sent the cold winter away. Along it brought a breeze, not chilly but merely warm, which perfectly suited the beauty of Spring. How nice was the weather! And the flowers, blossomed with pride, showing their colourful petals, dancing together in the Sun.

The scenery image should have rise my spirits, but yet, I feel a pain in my chest, my heart. I remembered you leaving this world with sadness in your eyes. However, you did not cry. You faced the obstacles in your life with courage and determination. You gave me a weak smile before you left, which sent me sobbing until I fainted. It was hard to feel what was it like to loose a friend, a best friend, forever...

I still remembered how you've taught me the principles of life and the moral values all should follow and respect. I still remembered how you've calm me when I lost my parents in an accident five years ago. I still remembered your words, which guided me all along and recovered me from my lost. You were like an angel who saved my soul and brought me out from the abyss of darkness.

I remembered everything about you...but what's left now is just the memories of me and you, my friend. The sweet and bitter memories are still fresh in my mind. I swear I will be a better person and I swear I shall never let you down. I pray to God, so that he may open the gates of heaven for you, my friend. Not a single pain nor sorrow will harm you anymore. Sincerely, I pray.

I shall never forget you. I promise.

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寻找

有时候， 我们一直寻找遗失的东西， 希望有朝一日可以寻会，但总是在意想不到的地方，意想不到的时候找回来。有时候，我们一直寻找生命的目标，希望来日能够出人头地，但总是不理解自己到底要什么。

当我们在踅摸能够打开心结的那把钥匙， 会不会在最后一秒才发现原来根本就不用找，因为钥匙一直以来都在我们自己的心里？

人生难免会有低潮，但是暂时的黑暗并不代表永远的失败。只要我们勇敢的面对挫折，迎面而来的将会是幸福的阳光。

不要再寻找自己所没有的，而是要学会珍惜自己所有的，因为会珍惜，才会懂得感恩; 会感恩， 才会懂得快乐; 会快乐，才会懂得分享; 会分享，才会懂得爱别人。

无题

哭诉
命运的凄惨

怎么办？

生命
不能再重燃

梦醒了

过去
都成了记忆

我感叹

活着
有什么意义？

到最后

什么
都会变成灰

感悟父爱

　　郁闷的最后一节课，伴随着老师的语声不绝和空中的雷声不断，郁闷的进行着。望望窗外，飘泼大雨正无情地倾泻下来，耳畔响起了同学的小声议论——他们害怕大雨！

　　随着时间一分一秒地过去，我如坐针毡。远望着校门口的一排排黑色的轿车，我很焦虑，多么希望他不要来啊！

　　老师在讲台上讲些什么已记不清楚，事实上是根本听不进去，再次望望窗外，还好，他没有来。我长长地舒了一口气……

　　致命的下课铃响了，我一拎书包，飞一般地冲出教室，一头钻进茫茫的雨帘中。雨水迅速地从头顶直浇身上，但我很庆幸，庆幸他没有来。回头看看校门口，同学信一个个钻进温暖宽敞的小车里，马达的声音渐渐地盖过了我的思绪……“儿子！”一声惊雷把我从“梦”中惊醒，这熟悉的声音……不！循声望去，他来了！他手上撑着一把旧伞，扶着一辆老爷自行车，车上的锈迹像他脸上的皱纹一般，满无规律。他脸上带着微笑，尽管很慈祥，但我觉得一身的不自在。“爸爸来迟了，对不起，快带上伞，爸爸送你回家。”他慢慢地说。身旁开过一辆又一辆的小轿车，我感觉得到，车里的同学肯定在用鄙夷的目光注视着衰老的他和破旧的自行车。我的脸感到了火辣辣的烧痛……他似乎知道了什么，从怀中掏出了一张破旧的五元纸币，小心翼翼地递给我，“我还有事先走了，你自己乘车回家吧。”说完，就跨上车，伴随着“吱嘎，吱嘎”的声音消失在雨帘中。他站过的地方，只有密密匝匝的雨滴和两个还在冒烟的烟头，我知道，他是从来不吸烟的……

　　一股热流冒上心头。有人说，倒立可以使泪水不流出来，但我的泪水已无法控制，迷糊了两眼，他是我的父亲啊！寒酸改变不了深深的父子情啊！我飞步上前追上父亲，紧紧地和他拥抱在一起，两颗火热的心融化了一切……

　　[点评] 本文感情真挚、细腻，于平凡中见真情。文章选取父亲雨中送伞的平凡小事，以“我”的思想感情的变化为线索，生动地描写了“我”由担心父亲出现，到怨恨父亲出现，最后感悟到浓浓的父爱深情，心理活动描写细腻感人，结构浑然融为一体。

2008年河南作文：真爱

路小汶死的时候，才只有六岁。

　　2008年5月12日14时28分，那场几乎波及整个中国的地震把这个花朵一样的小女孩永远地掩埋了。她甚至还没能从那场香甜的梦中醒过来。

　　当妈妈劫后余生从单位赶过来的时候，幼儿园只有成堆的钢筋水泥。耳畔是同样年轻的爸爸妈妈们撕心裂肺的哭喊声，他们如同疯子一样冲上去，用双手不停地搬、挖，鲜血淋漓。

　　那一刻，日月无光，天昏地暗。

　　救援队来了。不断有孩子从废墟中被抬出来，但大多已成了尸体，残缺、变形甚至血肉模糊。只有3个孩子幸存，但是没有路小汶。

　　妈妈像是失神了，她看到小汶穿着白裙子背着书包一蹦一跳地走过来，甜甜地叫着:“妈妈，我们回家吧……”书包？妈妈忽然看到小汶的花书包了。它在废墟里悄悄探着个头儿。妈妈于是飞一般地冲过去，双膝跪地，手忙脚乱地一边叫着“汶汶，妈妈来了，汶汶，妈妈来了……”一边把它往外挖。但等到妈妈真的把它挖出来的时候才真的明白，汶汶是真的不在了，不在了……

　　她抱着书包坐在那一堆残垣断壁上号啕大哭……

　　她的泪水一直没有断过，一天，两天……

　　直到有一天，她忽然做了一个梦：一群小天使在天堂里祈祷，每个孩子手里都拿着一支点亮的蜡烛，只有一个小女孩的蜡烛是熄灭的。她赶忙跑过去一看，那个女孩居然是汶汶。她泣不成声地问汶汶：“汶汶，为什么只有你的蜡烛是熄灭的？”汶汶委屈地说：“妈妈，每次他们帮我点亮蜡烛，你的泪水就把它浇灭了。”

　　她恍有所悟，她不再哭了。

　　她做了救灾志愿者，匆忙地奔走。拯救每一个可能获救的生命，帮助每一个无家可归的人……

　　她不再悲伤了。每个孩子都是妈妈的孩子，每个妈妈都是孩子的妈妈。

　　再后来，她收养了一个四岁的小男孩，她叫他小川。她好像一个真正的妈妈一样爱他，就像爱汶汶一样。

　　这晚她又做了一个梦：看见小汶手里捧着最明亮的蜡烛，笑靥甜甜地站在那些小天使中……
　　她突然明白了：

　　原来爱可以用这种方式表达。


点评：一篇小小说，用浪漫主义的笔调抒写残酷的地震救灾，无疑是大胆的尝试。打破常规的假想，让虚幻的天堂与现实的世界奇妙链接，幻象与现实生活片段叠加再现。逝者劝慰生者，鼓励幸存的妈妈。不仅帮助妈妈解脱失女之痛，更难得鼓励妈妈忍痛救灾，播撒大爱。一场惨烈至极的灭顶之灾，经过温馨亲情的三棱镜过滤，折射出的是苦涩里透着后味悠长的《二泉映月》, 《江河水》般的凄冷的情调。品味悲伤而不陷于悲痛，怀念逝去的而更要展望未来。这就是本文的积极意义。